Sunday, July 19, 2009
i had a fever today, temperature of 37.9 degree celcius! quite worried that i got H1N1, but i do expect tt.. this is why i dun wana stay in my relative house.. my godfather is very weak de, my grandfather has lots of illness and there is a child in my aunt's house... i have nowhere to go but to stay at home wif my brother.. i dun have a choice.. and i really know that i have a high change of getting.. im scared if i really got it, and spread to others.. i really dun want tt to happen.. i would rather stay at home myself, get it cured my own... this is also the reason why i dun wana meet u even though i miss u badly..
but wad hurts me badly is u dun believe that i miss u or in fact just feel that im just say say only... when i heard it, it seems like thousand of knife stab into my heart.. n it is bleeding profusely...
i agree that we do have problems.. both of us are just too stubborn... we have our own reasons. but every couple have their own problems too.. even my parents do have their own problems... but i have confident tt we can overcome it.. no matter wad, i hope neither of us will give up..
love u always
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